The reality is that I may not be liking what's currently happening to my life, but I've been told that I am on the path. And it looks like it. I've been wrong for these two years telling myself to hurry and graduate, because my parents want me to hurry. The truth is the opposite; take the time. At least they've told me me to finish what I'm pursuing right now.

They don't really want me to hurry, but they want me to finish what I've started. You know, I've been having second thoughts about my course and I'm on my 3rd year. I mean, from where I am now, at this point, I should be responsible and see everything through. Even though they say it's normal that people shift later, maybe it's just the fear that's distracting me.

I've told my parents about how I'm still unsure about taking Computer Science and Business Administration, but it might just be that I'm judging too fast. I haven't failed any of my courses and my parents are telling me that I am equipped for these courses. I've been made assured from their words.

I'm just being silly about giving up on my course. I have to see it through. It's not a physical battle. But it's a spiritual battle. One thing's for sure, I've been told that I'm worrying too much of the future and a future that's very far away. It isn't good. 'Why are you so worried about your future?' I'm so wrong. All I need is God. That's what I'll do from now on, once for all, I will put my trust in God. I will cast all my worries and cares to Him, the courses I'm taking, the exams, my classmates, the strength I need, the wisdom -- everything.

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