My mind is in mess. I couldn't figure out what's really missing why I couldn't be relieved. It's like I'm paralyzing myself. I can't sleep; I haven't slept properly for the past few days. I toss and turn on my bed thinking of a lot of things. And I'm thinking right now to just stop altogether. Maybe what I'm trying to say is, I'm tired. I'm really really tired. I look fine on the outside, when the truth is I'm suffering. I can't do the things I want to do. I want to put some time for myself. I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to work, I just want to do things that would ease up my mind. Yes, I'm stressed and I'm burned out. I'm facing a question right now if I would register courses for my spring term. The problem is I don't feel excited about the term. I don't have any motivation at all. If I end up skipping a lot of classes from a lot of 'stressed' reasons, I think I'll just be wasting money. Granted that I'd be persevering to get at least a C, would I be really happy with my effort? It's like I'm going to school for the sake of earning credits. Where's the spirit?

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