I slept at 1am hoping to wake up around 5am to post something. I did wake up around that time, but I just said 'nope.' For shame.

I had another scary dream today. No, I've had another sleep paralysis. But thinking back, it's not scary, but straight out weird. I woke up from a scary noise. I heard shuffling inside the house, like waking up when you think there are thieves in the night. And so I went to my parent's room and told them about it. My dad got up from bed to check, and my mom told me to get back in bed. I saw a glimpse of my grandparents, and they were the ones who were making the noise. But I know that my grandparents couldn't be there. I got cold all of a sudden and I asked my mom why it got cold. She didn't say anything. I asked and asked, but there was no reply, and she would only look at me. That's when I realized that it was a dream. So I woke up again.

At work today, it was another difficult day. My friend quit earlier than I've expected. It just got boring. I'm giving it serious thoughts that I'd just stay there for less than a year. At least after my trip to the Philippines. I need to go somewhere, because I don't like it there anymore. I'm turning in my fifth year there, and I don't like the direction of my future there. I want to do something more meaningful, and I'm hoping to find work in campus instead.

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