It was an experimental Sunday. I thought wrong. I thought I'd be able to overcome myself, but I didn't. I was just honest and I thoroughly felt sick to be at work, so I called in sick instead. I didn't want to work on a Sunday. I'm willing to face the consequences, because I felt that I wanted to spend the time with my family instead. I woke up 8am. I couldn't go back to sleep then. Around 12pm, I lost motivation and I felt emotionally sick. I wanted to go outside with my family and we did.
My contacts in the Philippines has reserved my order. I'm highly anticipating the day later this week. You know what I'm talking about. I pray that everything goes well and in order.
We also had a meeting for our MMO venture. It looks good, although I'm taken back a bit with the running costs. Let's see what happens in June. I've already mentioned that I want to go home. So there's that financial plan as well.
I feel like a mess today. I made a mess, but I want to know what God's grace is. I just put my faith in Him despite my weakness and my mistakes. He knows what I'm feeling, so I'm not real worried. I could only sigh at this discomfort.
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