There's obviously a trend here. But I hope that things improve. My motivation that is. I can't seem to shake off this slump. I changed my schedule so I can take next Monday off. And I'm inclined to take a 1 week vacation early. What's stopping me is that I may be deciding too early. But I'll know after next week.

What bummed me today is the letter that I received from HR. However I found an error in their letter and so I don't know if that error would affect my issue at all. They took it back. Either way, I feel indifferent. The irony is that their letter is tempting me to quit my job instead of fixing myself. I really don't know why I just can't go back to my normal mindset. Maybe I really am tired of my job. I could only shake my head at myself and at my circumstances.

It was a difficult Tuesday, but it was very productive. Hey, I'm a reliable man. But this is the only time that I've truly felt I want to escape from my work. I have to address this first or else my performance will become worse. Like I said to my boss, I can't wait for summer.

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