Wednesday. I just have to survive this day, I thought. I woke up 2pm, and my mom left to visit my uncle for his birthday. Auntie gave me udon and curry for tonight's dinner. It's good. I like curry, but I prefer seafood curry. She makes nice udon too. But I like her tamagoyaki that she makes; they're soft and sweet.

I came to work early today. Snow was blowing and apparently there's a snow storm warning in place. Nevertheless, I had no luxury to be lazy. Work was okay. It was less productive than yesterday, but it was still productive. I was just shaking my head at how the HR never asked what was wrong with me when they counted the canceled shifts I've made. I was depressed back then. But things look to improve.

They allowed us to leave work early. When I left work, some guy was sleeping in the stairwell. I was in a hurry to my bus. I gave him bus fare. It looks like he was taking shelter from this cold winter in the warm stairwell. When I got out, it was cold indeed. The snow was blowing and I could only look down on the pavement while I was walking. The snow was blowing on my face, it was hard to see. Good thing the bus was on time.

When I came home, I felt relieved. I mean, I've been struggling for some days off. I'm going to need to use these two days properly. I get Monday off as well. So I'll have 3 days off after Saturday. I need all of those days so I can tune my mindset not to quit work. I admit that I'm not having fun at work. But I have no choice but to endure until I get the savings I need for everything.

It's almost Valentine's Day.

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