Saturday morning. When I opened my laptop and my Facebook, I found a pleasant surprise that gave me a huge smile. The package was sent successfully. The song 'Let Faith Arise - by Chris Tomlin' played inside my head. I had this huge smile on my face, and I still had a bedhead. Well, my laptop is just an arm's reach from where I sleep. I talked to her a bit. She was wondering why I sounded serious everytime we chat. She doesn't know that I wasn't even trying to be serious and that I make myself laugh at the things I type on the screen. Perhaps it does come off stiff when I talk to her in English? My mind could reply faster when writing in English. I respond faster in Filipino when talking to a fellow Filipino. But I just shake my head how I'm in love with this girl. It's just spontaneous. I told myself, Ah, it's that feeling again. But this time it's totally different. I mean, the distance itself is an obstacle, but I don't care. I don't really care; as long as I get the chance to see her. Or even get to chat, it's really fine. Despite all these questions and uncertainties, I understand what I'm going through. Only God knows how long, but I've waited for a long time already and all that wait, I've become patient. Love is patient, right? That's why distance isn't an obstacle-- for me. Even on FB it's fine. But even if I'm somewhere far, she could rest assured. I mean, there's no one here for me anyway; except her back home.

I felt like I could go to work properly. It turned out that we had work until 4pm only but it was monotonous. I badly wanted to go home fast. In the end, the shift wrapped up properly. Since I wrapped up early, I left the office without any hurry. I had spare change with me, and it wasn't really cold outside. I walked to the cafe, ordered hot chocolate, took a seat on the couch, and browsed the web to check my Facebook again. I was hoping something new would give a smile again. 4:50pm I left the cafe and boarded the bus. There was this obnoxious guy in the bus and I just wanted to leave already. Nothing disruptive happened.

I fasted until 6pm again. When I went home, mom told me that we were going to eat at my auntie's house. I had to tell them to wait a bit, because I was having a chat with someone important. It was a crucial chat. I just grabbed my laptop with me. Over there, my cousin was tinkering with his order as he was purchasing a motherboard and a processor. I was also browsing gaming keyboards. I wanted that certain illuminated keyboard with a fan. We went home around 9pm with stomachs full.

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