One thing that stood out today is when I just wanted to say hello to my one and only one. You know, the girl that I love. I went to say hello through Viber and I noticed something odd from her reply. The sticker had a tear on her. First, I apologized if she missed me, because we didn't talk yesterday. I quickly asked what was wrong. She said that she just had an argument with someone in the office. I tried to explain some things why it happened and said some things to comfort her. It was almost time to go, but I didn't want to leave her yet not knowing what she really feels, so I asked if I could call her. Truth is I just wanted to call her without asking, but I still asked. I just wanted to hear her voice. She really was sobbing, but she said that she's somewhat of a crybaby. I told her, I also cry easily. I think it's better to cry than keeping all that anger bottled up. I stayed in my room and continued casually talking to her, until she was feeling better. She said that her friend, who's also my classmate, is going to meet up with her tonight.

I cry easily too. Just praying intensely will make me cry. Just admitting that I have my own share of difficult times in life will make me cry. I cry tears of joy as well. There's no question about it. The bottom line is, I'm still happy with what I have. But I'm not happy with my work schedule. It's the only thorn in my life right now. My work schedule is my one and only concern in life. You know, if it's such a thorn, you might be wondering why I haven't quit yet. I can't quit, because I need money. Simple as that. Narrowing it down, my Saturday shift is the only thing that I hate. Yes, my Saturday. I can't feel my Saturday anymore and Fridays are no longer fun. But all of that is going to change. Soon.

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