My muscles were hurting early morning. I cried. I cried because of the irony. Rather than crying from the pain, I cried because I felt alive. It's ironic because I thought back how I was able to surpass the exhaustion, the emotional breakdown, all the hurt, and be able to make it this far. I've been rather patient in life. I really am patient in life, because I understand it better now. I've been taught how to sacrifice time, money and energy. I cried because I made it far. And I'm excited what would happen to me after I graduate. It was time for me to pray. And admit of my shortcomings and my weaknesses.
I slept around 5am. The sun was already up. This is what's hard about the summer here. My sleep was fine, but I felt tired afterwards. This is a grinding week indeed. I was pushing the pen for an hour and did all sorts of different work in the office. The stress was building up that I can't wait for tomorrow's day off. It's that off that I needed to proceed on my Friday plus Saturday. I'm going to have to win two boss battles to get to my vacation. I'll reach it!
I went home craving for donuts. It's because I saw a box of Robin's from work. It's exclusively for someone else. So I thought I'd just buy my own food when I get home. Upon going home, I hitched a ride with my dad to pick up my mom. I told him that we're eating out wherever they want. Since it's still Wednesday, it was still an ordinary day for them, so it wasn't special. After picking up mom, we drove to Tim's and McDs. A&W joint was closed already; they close at 11pm. I got home and forgot the stress. It's food therapy. And a day off ahead.
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