Today's the last day of my friend at work. I made sure to talk to him a lot, but we're already friends in Facebook. When I got home, Pastor Rommel and Pastor Mae was at home talking to my dad. They were discussing the schedule for the church retreat this weekend. They remarked how late I get home. They know my circumstances.

When my dad told me about going to the retreat on Saturday, I snapped because I've had plans already. Originally, my mom and dad said that we're not going to the retreat. But they just changed their minds now. I was seriously angry, because I've already decided what to do on Saturday. I wanted to take a break. So bad. I wanted to take a break at everything. It's a break that I wanted so bad, and it felt like they're taking it away from me -- just like that. I just got really frustrated at what was happening.

My eyes are blood shot right now. My emotion is overflowing. I can't think straight and I just want to get my last shift finished, so I can go on my break. I'm so eager. I'm so tired of work and other responsibilities that my nerves are wearing thin. I've been patient for a long time. For a long time. I've been waiting. I'm weary. My heart and my mind wants to go away. I want to do stuff this summer. I think it's okay, because God knows what's happening to my life.

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