I woke up so out of the mood. It's the season changing. I may have been shocked of the temperature dipping early this year. I pushed myself to go to work today. The weather is terrible, with dark skies accompanied with snow flurries. I just laughed at myself for wanting to stay home, but no. My work days and days off are very off sync. I made it to the office at 3:41pm, but I'm thinking of going home. No. What made it hard, I guess is today's Monday. Even everybody else look under the weather.

4:45pm. It's dark outside already. Sigh. Still a long way to go. I'm working on a difficult project too. Mondays.
5pm. Slow in the office center. My mind is wandering. I need to keep it together. It's for the kids!! I honestly want to go home.
5:30pm. I got to stop looking at the clock! Time goes slower when I do.
6pm. 2 hours down. This is a grueling grind. Still slow and I'm waiting for 7pm to come already. I'm wondering why today is unusually hard. Maybe it's my mood?
6:30pm. Aww man! Let's go to 7pm already! 7pm! 7pm!
7pm. It's 7pm! 3 hours has passed! My mood slightly-- just slightly-- improved because we're over the hedge. Bring it home now! But man, the office productivity is still a slump. If I could go home, I would.
7:15pm. I got a complete and flow picked up a bit. Though, I'm troubled by my first complete if it's a clean one.
7:30pm. Wahsroom break to relieve myself from the monotony. I still want to go home already, but let's do it right.
8pm. Wow. 4 hours. Maybe it's because I'm counting the time, but today is slow.
8:15pm. Washroom break and I'm shaken stirred crazy.
8:39pm. Gone to break. I'm sighing like crazy. I don't know why. I just have less than an hour to go after break.
9:05pm. Went back to work. Absolutely felt like time slowed and I was getting impatient.
9:45pm. I took a washroom break and I felt so relieved that I'm almost going home.
10pm. Gone home. I survived? I survived Monday!

That was amazing. I'm tired of this work, I think. I'm not enjoying it and maybe I should try something else next year.

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