If there's something that I need to fix about myself it would have to be worrying. I can't work properly when I'm worried about something. It doesn't do me any good, and it only disrupts my mood. People still worry though and I find it fascinating why it's a habit that we do despite that it doesn't help us with anything. Worry is a paralysis.

Why am I worried? I don't have a stable job, and I'm graduating. Money's tough right now and I'm about to pay for my student loan, so I don't know where I'm going to get the money from. I'm also learning how to drive and I'm not confident yet to even practice driving out in the streets. And I'm also having a bit of a difficulty with our church with the new arrangements in place regarding the music ministry. It might be one of those stuff typical for someone else. In the end, I couldn't cherish the present moment or concentrate on the task at hand properly. I'm trying to stay focused at my current work, but I'm not exerting my full effort.

Worrying is stupid and I need to learn how to stop doing it from now on. Please. The problem is imaginary.

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