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TITLE: That Saturday again
DATE: Saturday, January 26, 2013
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I don't know. Maybe because it's Saturday -- I work Saturdays which make me sour. Maybe I'm confused. Maybe I'm just lazy. Maybe I'm jealous. But I ask myself what have I been doing to my life up to now? I could only stare at the screen thinking about my life.

Maybe it's the cold weather. The winter here is a deep freeze and you can't do much. I don't want to go outside when it feels like -35C. It's hard to go around the city. So I feel restricted. I feel like crap. I want this day to end already, but I don't want Monday to come. Every week doesn't feel something new. What can make my rising sun new?

Happiness. We can't buy happiness. Satisfaction. It's hard to attain satisfaction. In economics, efficiency is making most out of something. I don't think I'm efficient enough or creative enough to attain satisfaction out of something.

Maybe I need encouragement. Maybe the stress seeped in without me noticing so it explains why I feel very tired. Maybe I'm disappointed. Maybe there's fear underneath. I just want to escape.

Kimikim Kimster
What an unproductive Saturday in the office.

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~ef Tale of Memories:
Episode 1: eve
Episode 2: upon a time
Episode 3: paradox
Episode 4: honesty
Episode 5: outline
Episode 6: rain
Episode 7: I...
Episode 8: clear colour
Episode 9: forget me not
Episode 10: I'm here
Episode 11: ever forever
Episode 12: love / dream
~ef Tale of Melodies:
Episode 1: ever
Episode 2: read
Episode 3: union
Episode 4: turn
Episode 5: utter
Episode 6: flection
Episode 7: reflection
Episode 8: reutter
Episode 9: return
Episode 10: reunion
Episode 11: reread
Episode 12: forever / ef