It's just messed up. This week is just messed up. I missed three meetings at school, because I was sick. I missed one shift and it might cause some reliability issues, because I was sick. I'm coughing up blood, because I was sick. The flu damaged some vessels in my throat, and so there's blood in my phlegm.

I need to catch up to my studies, and I need to make up the shift I missed. It's ironic that if I get some rest, I'll be missing a lot. I can't find a day to get a checkup to my GP. I can only sigh and roll up my sleeve as I fulfill my responsibilities one day at a time. I'm tired of all the stress. This winter's becoming monotonous and depressing. Oh, free time, where art thou?

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